Guess we're done..
Memories of me and Hasif..
will still stay in this blog..
It's been 3 days since
Hasif and I broke up..
I'm still not over it..
I'm still worried
Worried whether
he will do fine without me..
Whether he will take it..
If Jane told him
she did'nt love him..
And I still can't let go
of those memories..
This memories are a part of my life..
How to let go?
I know u guys have been waiting for this day
to come..
because u guys hv been repeatedly
telling me to break up with him..
And now I did..
U guys are happy rite?
Now I feel like a part of me
has just died..
Even though he was a playboy
A guy who likes to follow girls..
I dun mind..
Even if he ignores me
I dun mind..
As long as he does'nt say anything
about breaking up..
I would still love him..
But now..
How am I supposed to get thru the day?
And yet I foolishly cry
Everywhere I go..
Memories of us just keep rushing back
When I look out thru the door of my house
I would see myself
standing there..
looking towards the 8th floor window
smiling
at the person I love
and that was him..
And when I go under my block
At the void deck..
I would see four secondary sch kids
all wearing sch uniform
playing basketball..
And among them
were the two of us..
When I go into the lift..
I would see a virtual figure of him
poking at my arms playfully..
Then I would smile bitterly
thinking of him..
Now When on my way frm sch to hm..
I would see him walking by my side
Smiling at me..
Then I would silently cry..
I remember all those memories
right until now..
But now all this memories are useless..
Now I have to say goodbye 050410..
Goodbye to Nur Hasif Bin Hasny
Goodbye to our memories..
And goodbye to our love..

P.S:I'm nt blaming u guys for the break up..
Please dun get the wrong idea..

Guess we're done..
Memories of me and Hasif..
will still stay in this blog..
It's been 3 days since
Hasif and I broke up..
I'm still not over it..
I'm still worried
Worried whether
he will do fine without me..
Whether he will take it..
If Jane told him
she did'nt love him..
And I still can't let go
of those memories..
This memories are a part of my life..
How to let go?
I know u guys have been waiting for this day
to come..
because u guys hv been repeatedly
telling me to break up with him..
And now I did..
U guys are happy rite?
Now I feel like a part of me
has just died..
Even though he was a playboy
A guy who likes to follow girls..
I dun mind..
Even if he ignores me
I dun mind..
As long as he does'nt say anything
about breaking up..
I would still love him..
But now..
How am I supposed to get thru the day?
And yet I foolishly cry
Everywhere I go..
Memories of us just keep rushing back
When I look out thru the door of my house
I would see myself
standing there..
looking towards the 8th floor window
smiling
at the person I love
and that was him..
And when I go under my block
At the void deck..
I would see four secondary sch kids
all wearing sch uniform
playing basketball..
And among them
were the two of us..
When I go into the lift..
I would see a virtual figure of him
poking at my arms playfully..
Then I would smile bitterly
thinking of him..
Now When on my way frm sch to hm..
I would see him walking by my side
Smiling at me..
Then I would silently cry..
I remember all those memories
right until now..
But now all this memories are useless..
Now I have to say goodbye 050410..
Goodbye to Nur Hasif Bin Hasny
Goodbye to our memories..
And goodbye to our love..

P.S:I'm nt blaming u guys for the break up..
Please dun get the wrong idea..